the danger is

everytime i hang out with christine, i feel more myself than i do with anyone else. i laugh more, i feel more understood. i feel loved, i am just so content with everything. everytime after i hang out with her it would be ridiculous to try to hang out with rudy, who could never be as understanding or make me laugh as much or make me as brave as i am with her. it probably sounds silly but i would never touch a stingray with someone else (we went to the aquarium today). i would never get a tattoo, i would never get my cartilage pierced (and repeirced today :] ) ...if she was a guy I'd probably be madly in love with her, but for now I just love how much she makes me. honestly, no one else in my life makes me feel like being a better person.

its probably why i doubt me and rudy more when me and tina are better friends, i would rather be with her than him. especially now with his new bossy, hang out with retarded slutface cheerleaders, and telling me not to become a "hippie" when i say that i don't want to end the welfare program for the disabled and elderly. seriously, we probably won't move in together because i deal with ignorant racist close-minded chauvanists all day, i don't need another one when i get home. and seriously, his misogynistic ways are only made more annoying by his claim that he supports equal oppurtunities for everyone. seriously pick a side.